Monday, July 17, 2006
all these results, studies, school work, commitments, emotion rollercoaster, constant nagging is taking its toll on me. i dont handle emotions well, i know. i dont move on very quickly, i know also. i feel so bogged down by my surroundings that i can no longer hear my inner being screaming for more of god in my life.
and i realise, its when we are depressed, we depend more on god.
he lays me in quiet pastures.
let me just have some peace and serenity.
im tired of details, tired of new news, tired, just physically tired.
you know , we dont just serve in areas we are good at. ( if thats all we want to do, sometimes we may merely be just showing off our talents) but we should serve others in areas we are not so good at, so as to hone our skills, and learn new things.
like wynnie said in her blog - what we lack, we make it up with god.
i wanna ask for more strength, faith and love.
and to be more and more and more christlike.
chen chen painted at 10:38 PM
