hahaha, time for an update! :)
okay first, one more picture from shawn's bday
okay, now for pictures for NE day.
by the way, careless me, fell in the auditorium in front of everyone while rushing up to my seat. now my toe is bruised and dying. sad case. im always falling and injuring myself. BLEH.
yay! me and michelle! :D 
i think i dont look scary enough la. eve doesnt even need to try to look scary. HAHA!
okay sth more decent :)
HAHA. seems like i got caught on candid camera. me, looking for my shoe at the bottom left hand corner :) unglam.
unglam 2, caught feasting, and just look at michelle's candid moment HOHOHO!
i took this picture of michelle eating! artistic okay. hahaha. (sense of achievement)
HAHA, guess whose leg is whose!
happy three friends? hahaha. and i cant stand eve's height!!! rahh! hahhaha. eve , me , mich.
yay! class photo! 34! where my dear mimi?!?!
and now for the sentosa update!
me and eve. all burnt out and exhuasted from vball and kayaking. but we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly! :)
okay story of the day; eve and jianrong decides to put sun tan lotion becos they wanna get tanner. ( yup, acceptable.)
me and the rest of the girls din wanna get tanned ( im tanned enough, thanks) so we put sun block! esp me okay!
end of story: im the tannest of them all, even tanner than eve and jianrong. thanks huh, sunblock! hahahaha.
the sunny island :)
volleyball was really fun, after that zhuwen and friends came to join us :) hehe. enjoyed myself yea!
and i saw ten thousand ppl there, aj and yj. oh wells. hope i didnt get rocognised. all's well that ends well! :D
today had wakeboarding!! AWESOME OKAY! tiring! but really fun. hahaha. the coach is really patient and i had a great time learning :)
cant wait for the next lesson!
and now im as black as ... charcoal.
chen chen painted at 10:16 PM
actually i have alot to blog about, but i know everyone's tired of reading me being depressed. ah wells. blog about happier stuff.
like belated shawn bday. really belated la. one mth late. haha!
hahaha he has an uncanny resemblence to .... EMMANUEL!!! right right right? (refer to figure below) hahahahahahahahaaha. and shawn is happy to receive the presents. he better be. deb and i handpicked it. topman shirt! :D hohohoho.
this is emmanuel . from hope tots. totally adorable right :) he likes to sit on my lap and lie there lazily. hehe.
okay okay, back to shawn's bday. we went to haagan daaz! at vivovavivo city. 
banana split and a divine of our choice.
i personally feel tht this card is very nice. LOL!!! esp the pictures part. 
thats debbie, our dua tao. :) 
thats me and chantel!
chen chen painted at 10:35 PM
at this point, right here, right now,
everything's in a blur.
it feels so surreal
but at the same time harsh and there is a throbbing pain in my heart.
im always smiling,
i try my best to joke,
i do silly things,
but i dont know how i really feel anymore.
and i guess i dont want to really get in touch with my inner self.
its just too much.
everything's just too fake.
i dont wanna think
dont wanna feel
dont wanna comprehend.
just let me move on .
chen chen painted at 10:07 PM
i can be present
but at the same time, feel detached.
i can be absent
but yearning to be there to soak in the moment.
seeing but not perceiving
hearing but not understanding
present but not felt
absent but dearly missed
tired but high
worried but calm
spoilt but still greedy
starving but filled
depressed but smiling
loving but avoiding
really,
so whats real and whats not,
whats sterotyped and whats the truth,
whats the future and whats our decision
whats this when there is that to consider.
when you are tired, unwell, depressed, sore and feeling unloved;
things are just cascading down the well of feelings waiting to be shared, waiting for a release.
chen chen painted at 9:44 PM
heehee
okay im a happy girl :)
well, for one, promos has ended and that has given me more time to spend !! :]]
i decided to use my time wisely and invest in the new found freedom.
other than going out on dates with all the peeps i miss so much <3333
i have added new commitments :D
today i went to the church children service - Hopekids
i really had fun. hanging out with the kids ranging from 2 to 12? and some not so young helpers. but still young at heart. LIKE ME! :)
i wanna go there more often and help out with what i can!
make friends with the lil boys and girls and play with them!
okay, it shall be sth i look forward to every sunday :)))
this is ultimate cuteness :) i think her name is elise. a nice sweet petite lil girl. she makes me melt okay .
and then, i bought good christian literature for quality reading :) gonna aim to finish them.
for now im reading " every young woman's battle" its a recommended good read as it deals with teenage girl's struggles and practical points to handle them .
life's gonna be great. :))
come rain or shine for results, im still gonna praise god. just pray for the best of every circumstance im placed in.
fight on everyone!
i miss prissy! :(
chen chen painted at 10:23 PM
its been a long time ! :D
PROMOS is finally OVERRR!!!!!!
and it signifies the end of my life soon.
the word retain is being overused, overtold, overemphasized, i think noone believes me anymore. ah wells.
PSI is really high now. 140plus. hmmm, everyone please take care of your health okay! :)
and i forgot to blog the birthdays of many ppl!
okay here goes;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (overdue)
sunny 25 sept
HAAHA, its a sunny yellow banana day!
oh my, this looks sooo spas that i have to put it here! constipated from all the studying i believe!
ashikin 27 sept
hohoho! this is post promo picture. eve and ashikin! happy 17 my dear girl! :)
shawn 27 sept
BUNNY BOY! whooppps. hahahahhahah. we havent celebrate , so no pictures yet! wahah.
yuqian
Hehehehe. yuqian's very bubbly and she likes elmo. (dont have a more recent photo) ah wells. HAPPY 16!!! :D
and i realise i never upload anniversary pictures! aw man. NEE1 :)))
i love lao gin na la! :DD
hsiao en's really cute, right?!?! hehehehe!!
everyone looked gorgeous that day! this is sophia and kitty katarina~! :]
okay time for random taken pictures. which really makes my day. haha
hehehehe, a day when we took the mrt and noone's around!
during promos. its usually like this.
lao gin na! :D the ang moh baby is really cute.
SURI! abit overexposed. hurhurhur.
chen chen painted at 11:13 PM
