ashikin's confession
you make me wana says:
omg, then i am so in love with compatible. stop making fun of me! hahaha
omg, we all knew that, din we?
chen chen painted at 8:33 PM
today was an eventful day, really.
first of all,
HAPPY 17 BDAY JASIMAH!!!!! ( my pw mate!!!) :D:D
so the day started out not so good, cos after all its meet the parents day . LOL.
i had uncompleted gp hw, that i rushed thru during breaks.
then after gp! thats when the ball started rolling.
we ordered canadian pizza for our classmate's bday!
HAPPY BDAY STEPHANIE TOOOO! (my pw mate also! lol.)
so while waiting for the super slow and late delivery man, me and ashikin were at the school gate. waiting waiting..... sitting at the sidewalk, like some delinquents.
and we became really cranky. LOL .
OHHH. and self high spoke to ashikin. in malay. altho i dont understand, i believe, strongly believe it was a secret love message. what say you ashikin?!?!?!
then yay after that, we surprised them with the pizzas! :) and took some class photos. hehehe. (dont have them yet)
then after mass civics and geog was investiture, which was pretty fun. although i heard some stories. hahaaha.
and then waited for my mummy for meet the parents.
it turned out ... hmmm okay i guess. before we met the teacher, my brother my mum and me had a funny conver.
my brother was like teaching me how to shoot back the teachers? LOL.
mum: can i speak chinese to the teacher later?
me: no!? (its a gp teacher)
bro: can la! must speak chinese. then can win her. if speak eng, sure lose out to her.
me: HAHHAHA
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me : (to brother) you look like someone in sch
bro: handsome anot?
me: yes , handsome. he handsome. not you. HAAHAHA
bro: -.-
mum: your brother very handsome also what, when he younger he was the most good looking, but now older, the eldest brother more good looking already. ( im talking to my second brother)
me: hurhurhur, mum! ask him to style his hair la!
mum: yah lor! style like weixiang!
bro: huh? weixiang?
mum: the 9 o clock SHOWWW!
HAAHAHAHA.
but from now on, after talking to mrs tan, im motivated to study harder.
i hope!
geeeeeek clubs go go go! :D
chen chen painted at 9:27 PM
fire drill day. they robbed me of my break, i was devastated.
it was my turn to buy my food then the bell rang, and i was as hungry as a.... wolf!
(actually both are the same pictures. HAHA)
evie eve tan from 34/06 is a FUNNEH woman!!!!
house meeting i voted for her, but she din want!
so i ran to get it back...
but some other ppl nominate her too! HAHAHAHAHA.
evil evie naive eve.
hahahaha. in the end still got saboed :D
I WANT HER IN! -says in a demanding tone.
you go panther.
(rank : 2nd)
family dinner :)
i suddenly found this, i love my leader lim! LOL. and this is whom she calls " her man" . spastic woman. hahaha!
you dont look anymore but i do; i still do. i dont wish to hide it but now i tell you, its all over.
edited:
mum: " you fringe is too long!like the ... the john two hill."
zhiwei: " john two hill?!?!? -pauses. PAUL TWO HILL LA! HAHAHAHA"
omg, i got a comical mother, and i shall enjoy it while it last. for everything will prolly change tmr, after the parents teacher meet. LOL.
chen chen painted at 7:13 PM
think with me;
how long is eternity?
in that kind of solitude, emptiness, void and intense loneliness.
i dont think i can ever finish thinking the length of eternity
i have quite some pictures but i cant upload. no idea why. oh wells.
chen chen painted at 10:09 PM
its a boring sunday!
with loads of hw. :(
haiyer, hide hide hide all you want.
im tired of wanting to know.
tired of being concerned.
thinking of you makes me real tired.
and im tired of being tired all the time.
chen chen painted at 2:14 PM
its phua xiaoting's 17 bday today!!! 23 july!!! :D
you've been a big part of my life :)
(EH! the picture background is a "birthday cake" advertisement! how apt.)
today was a long, tiring day.
feel so worn out. lol.
and i want to sleep.
still waiting for the hair to dry.
and some pictures of chantel the gorgeous ( ahem) and me! :)) really nice person to be with.
my eyelids are succumbing to weariness already. bye all. :]
you can continue to be this way,
you can walk out and leave me cold.
but i have this little hope
that you will one day trust in me.
chen chen painted at 12:34 AM
i knock on the door
call out the name
she opens the door
but i dont know who she is
so where have you gone?
now i dont wanna make excuses, baby
cant change the fact you are gone
if there is something i could do
wont you please let me know
i've been sitting here
cant get you off my mind.
the truth remains you are gone.
chen chen painted at 10:07 PM
HAPPY BDAY YILIN! 19 july
and, today is YIHUI's BDAY!! 20july!
heh, my present for her! its cute, but imagine me running to sch with that bulky thing. almost died.
sians, today i was late for school
i seriously ran all the way from the mrt until sch .. but i was still late
and my skirt was already flying midair
and my uniform was everywhere
i must have looked like an auntie carrying so much stuff.
oh wells, whats new.
and daniel ong says bloggers are self absorbed in their lives. realllllly?!?!?
sometimes i dont understand. how can you feel this way, but behave that way? haiyer. i hate thinking too much. but i cant help it.
chen chen painted at 10:12 PM
hrrrms. tuesday.
ended lessons at 1045.... waited for pe at 415...
then was informed there isnt pe...
so i was with our bestfriend( the library)
with eve... and tried to study.
hehehe.
ashikin, dont be sad over lala lah. hahahaha!
in the end we left sch around 5 ....
and realised.. THERE WAS PE!
omg, my whole class din go.
LOL .
makeup pe. here i come
monday blues was spent with phua. hurhur. that lame girl.
actually the yoghurt quite nice la. LOL!
a.... very.... boring...... tuesday...........
chen chen painted at 9:40 PM
all these results, studies, school work, commitments, emotion rollercoaster, constant nagging is taking its toll on me. i dont handle emotions well, i know. i dont move on very quickly, i know also. i feel so bogged down by my surroundings that i can no longer hear my inner being screaming for more of god in my life.
and i realise, its when we are depressed, we depend more on god.
he lays me in quiet pastures.
let me just have some peace and serenity.
im tired of details, tired of new news, tired, just physically tired.
you know , we dont just serve in areas we are good at. ( if thats all we want to do, sometimes we may merely be just showing off our talents) but we should serve others in areas we are not so good at, so as to hone our skills, and learn new things.
like wynnie said in her blog - what we lack, we make it up with god.
i wanna ask for more strength, faith and love.
and to be more and more and more christlike.
chen chen painted at 10:38 PM
- an sms conversation
eve: have you been doing your hw? ....until now havent start. die le la.... how to geek?
zw: hahah. i havent start! got meh?
eve: sigh.... got many....
zw: omg! so many! start at 7!
(and here i am blogging. hurhur)
i cut short certain parts cos too lazy to type. but you get the gist.
come on geek wannabes ! starting getting your butt to work.
as geek pres, no more slacking.
yay, time for pictures
haha, this is the awesomely cute kid i saw at ctm a week ago! i adore babies~! -swoons. he is my prince charming. lol
HAPPY18 BIRTHDAY CHANTEL!!! hehehe.
someone that has impacted me alot, i really treasure this dear sister and friend and leader of mine.
and once more, xiaoting! haha. we were at cine. always willing to listen to my troubles. :)
chen chen painted at 7:13 PM
the letter of the day is D
depressed
disappointed
devastated
thats how i feel of my exams.
failed all except gp,
but notice i put all in past tense,
soooo its in the past
and im moving on from it
on a happier note,
im the president of GEEKS club
and eve the vice president !
hahaha
common aim is
to study hard and promote.
next yr to do well for A's
and to do so, we shall be spending the rest of the 2 years in the sch library!
HAHAHA.
like during breaks we shall gobble down our food and go study.
hows that!
aj mugger spirit.
(actually, as hopeful as i am, will we really do all these?!?!) LOL
the criteria to join:
to be honest and truthful in your own work
to complete hw! ( omg, i better start)
and erm, you wanna be a nerd like me and keep a low profile.
come join. LOL.
i know ashikin sure wanna join one.
things related to the library,
she cant wait to pounce on.
HAHA!
now, you are really gone.
not turning back anymore
this time when we walk past each other
we became like mere strangers;
was it all a fake?
chen chen painted at 1:15 AM
i dont know what to say
but i feel really depressed today.
studies, stuff, and other stuff.
please dont be fickle minded.
and just tell me now ,
so i can get it over and done with
but then again;
i dont wanna know.
i dont wanna hear.
i just want to move on.
aiya, zhiwei, face up to reality and get on with life.
you can do it!
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the other 2 ppl in alpha prog are now the top 2 in class, and im like rock bottom.
so......... what do you think?
im not meeting expectation.
and lets just ..... move on.
another nice song...
westlife - if your hearts not in it
I'm missing you Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
chen chen painted at 10:35 PM
omg, a funny conversation
all names will be kept anonymous la,
(names in red have been changed)
A accuses B for having too many gfs.
A:cause you unfaithful wht
i still got january lo!
B:where got
A:my triumph card
B:i only got you lei
A:HAHAH!!
B:ournerd only spare tyre la
B:trump
HELLO
TRIUMPH IS THE BRA BRAND
-dieded
A:OH YAH
really ah!!!!
HAHAHAH
then B said she's gonna blog it down
A:i thought its triumph all alogn eh!
no laaaaaaaaa
cnt let people know i like january!!!!!!!!!
later he come look for me you know
so A tried to bribe B for not letting out the conver
A:can i bribe you with a triumph bra then
OK LA, WE DONT BREAK
B:AHAHHAAHAHHA
WHATEVER LA!
A:HAHAHAHA
B:ok, all name will be kept anonymous
A:HAHAHAHAH
okays, we continue dating then
B:i mean of course la
yup, A & B are gonna celebrate one hour anniversary pretty soon.
chen chen painted at 11:13 PM
i feel sad for those teams that lost due to penalty kicks
they just dont deserve the guilt they suffer after the match
imagine , 4 years of regret, 4 years of being public enemy , 4 years of dreams dashed.
aiya. okay okay, uncle zidane, dont sad kay?
im still here for you! lol.
so after watching soccer, im naturally drained.
this morning i have to take bus to sch.
in the end im like late, and it was raining.
so i got drenched. the whole day was filled with lessons.
i have every subject i take on mondays
tell me about monday blues man.
anyway, i miss my parents so much.
they are like in hk for some course.
come back quick can :(
my current fav song. :D
BLUE LYRICS
"Best In Me"
From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
[Chorus:]
'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
Every day that I'm here with youI know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
And you know that we belong together,
It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
lets do lives together.
chen chen painted at 10:21 PM
i had a great night out yesterday with phua xiaoting! hahaha. (in fact i had a bad day that day but im glad she brightened things up) we walked and talked then talked and walked and surfed the net ( LOL!) and just crapped the night away. :)
then we stop by the orange julius . as you can see, im happily drinking the orange juice. its really nice and sweet! not those sour kind. hehehe.
then we became kinda cranky. wahaha
omg, just look at those love stares she gives me. i know i know, you love me. lol.
actually, craziness aside. we are really very sane. :D
and i just wanna thank god for having someone to share my problems with.
-hugs phua tightly <3
you bring out the best in me
that noone else could do
thats why i'm by your side
thats why i love you.
chen chen painted at 7:44 PM
today is polling day holiday.
polling day , yes.
its like a month ago or something and they are giving us now.
butttt, they arent letting us off this easily.
i have LOTS of hw.
:(
lets have some pictures. lol
this is the card we were doing sneakily for peiqi! yay! its nice. with jasimah's creative thinking.
and the bday girl with her gifts and the cake. (fruit tart) lol
jasimah and eve . heh.
and of course, our gang! :D
HAHA and THIS...... is our web of love. (scandals maybe?)
and below are older older older pictures... that are very........ memorable in a sense. LOL
the class 34/06 :) nithya's bday!
glutonny in action. just look at us. F4 ( fat four) , ohgay ohgay, G4 glutton four maybe. LOL.
me, as usual, being very very , superbly, unglam.
enjoying our cake fight i see?!!?
and to end this all off...... hahaha my fav soccer players are called ronaldo and ronaldo respectively.
one is mr pretty boy and the other is mr big fat tummy ( that has an uncanny resemblance to someone) wahahhahahaha.
chen chen painted at 2:57 PM
first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIQI!
join the league of 17 year olds! :D
my muscles are still aching from yesterday's badminton.
like omg, we got pangsehed by amanda (sotong!) and zhixiang. hahaha
and im like stuck with the irritating zhuwen
i just kept disturbing him.
wahahahah
we played like 4 matches and i wanna die already. hurhur
he win 3 i win 1.
and i win cos he keep making mistakes.
thats it man, im getting lousier. :(
then today PE, almost dieded.
just feel tired and sianed.
hah...
we spent the whole day (okay, almost) trying to be sneaky
and did peiqi bday surprise.
hope she liked it! lol
omg, in the comp lab, we embarrassed ourselves like the whole time.
all the ppl are guys playing dota...
and there we are printing our pictures.....
anyways, today is the start of school
and hw are already piling up.
i have a geog assignment due yesterday?!?!!?
okayyyy.
and i gotta go now to do lit essay :(
boring.
school life is really fun, but exhuasting.
when can i go shopping?
and by the way,
thurs the holiday no more alr.
why?
ahhhhhh PW!!! :'(
someone save me!
chen chen painted at 11:09 PM
this is luannie. wahaha.-huddles her.
tidm. this kinda failed.
but its the best shot i got....
<3
me and geoks.
hahaha, i cropped the picture... hahahaha
(geok knows :D)
study hard geok!
you know, when you have something against someone. the best thing you can do, that is fair to yourself and the party involved, is to tell the person straight in the face. you arent giving justice to him/her and yourself if you tell miss XYZ and mr ABC about it and not him/her. i mean you seriously dont want ppl doing the same thing to you right? clear the misunderstanding and dont pass judgements without trying to get to know how the person really is like deep within the skin of his/hers. they may not be how we presume it sometimes, and the person may not even be aware. tell him/her their flaw and we can all work together for a better tomorrow together.
tell me how to define a real person and a fake person
a true friend and a fallacious one
someone who is genuine and someone who just wants something
someone i can trust and someone who will hurt
i want to love sincerely, honestly and truthfully .
just dont hurt me again in this manner.
chen chen painted at 12:18 AM
