one of my favourite in Phantom. :) what a sweet love song. :) :)
RAOUL
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me beyour freedom,let day light dry -your tears.
I'm here,with you, beside you,
to guard youand to guide you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me
everywaking moment,
turn my headwith talk of summertime . . .
Say you need mewith you,now and always . . .
promise me that allyou say is true -
that's all I askof you . . .
RAOUL
Let me beyour shelter,
let mebe your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you your fears are far behind you . . .
CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night . . .
and youalways beside me to hold me and to hide me . . .
RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead youfrom your solitude . . .
Say you need me with you here, beside you . .
.anywhere you go,let me go too -
Christine,that's all I askof you . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
say the wordand I will follow you . . .
BOTH
Share each day withme, each night, each morning . . .
CHRISTINE
Say you love me . . .
RAOUL
You know I do . . .
BOTH
Love me -that's all I ask of you . . .(They kiss)
Anywhere you golet me go too . . .
Love me -that's all I askof you . .
chen chen painted at 1:24 PM
this saturday marks quite a small milestone in my life. at least for one thing, its the end of my cca days!!!!!! It was also the day of our photog seminar Senses. its okay if you dont know about it. hahahahhahaha. Anyway it was a really frantic day because alot of things screwd up and i was the emcee. so basically at the backstage everyone were like >:[ or :(( or -.-' and i was like >.< !!!
hahaa basically, the cater didnt appear, our guest and guest speakers were no where in sight, the slides shows and videos cannot be projected. hahahaha! okays, but everything still went alright i guess. ahahahaha. the thing were all resolved in some way or another. and at first i was kinda nervous then i became less and less nervous cos i was too hungry and tired to. then nearing the end of the seminar i was like playing with the cards, playing hp games. hahaha! some photos okay! :)
thats me and lirong :D subway rocks!
hahaa basically, the cater didnt appear, our guest and guest speakers were no where in sight, the slides shows and videos cannot be projected. hahahaha! okays, but everything still went alright i guess. ahahahaha. the thing were all resolved in some way or another. and at first i was kinda nervous then i became less and less nervous cos i was too hungry and tired to. then nearing the end of the seminar i was like playing with the cards, playing hp games. hahaha! some photos okay! :)
thats me and lirong :D subway rocks!
yilin me and lirong looking very kiddy. (then again, when did we not? )
yilin :)
me and huiying after the end of the seminar. do you sense our relief and joy? LOL!
me and huiying after the end of the seminar. do you sense our relief and joy? LOL!
and another major thing that happened was the announcement of the restructuring in church.
though i knew it already, but somehow it still hasnt sunk in. but this will remain as the group i will love and miss and totally adore. NEE1~~~!!!!
me and limin! :) she is such a great person to befriend and crap with!
kat and yuqian!!
me and jalea! : ))) she brings so much joy in my life!
yes, and this is my love. justin timber--- i mean chantel teo. HAHA!
i know i will miss her alot! alot alot alot! hahaha.
ah, and this is fwee! a great brother and friend to keep :) -cheers to many more years of friendship freedy! will definitely miss you too.
the enmity between me and alvin started since sec 3. HMMMM... it was this water bomb and kaaabooooom! hahhahahaha. wish you all the best! :)
the group i work with:
the guys who are great at irritating, rebuking, side-tracking, emo-ing and many more but at the same time the same ones who are talented in the things they work hard at, loving their people and being god-oriented and people who i still respect :)
the girls... hahahahahaha, i guess we have been through so much that i dont know where to start. maybe during the farewell i will start tearing and all but a goodbye now isnt a good bye forever :) we will still love god. and meet each other often im sure! <3
see us being emo.
omg, spasticated us. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
actually it isnt exactly a farewell, cause the whole JC group is gonna come together plus many other schools in singapore. hahahaha. nonetheless, its a new beginning.
chen chen painted at 5:54 PM
its 3 am. why am i here?!?!? -hears my own echo-o-o-o
its been some time since posted pictures hahahaha. :) on sunday 20 may i went to watch phantom with my all time favourite bestfriend/partner in secondary school. its amazing how time flies but we both havent changed much! : D
yup! prissy's a very pretty babe!!!!
we are always into food. LOL!
and this roughly sums up my day with phantom ( see how lovingly we look into each others eyes) okay im gonna spend time with phantom hohohoho. <3~!!!
you know how things are uncannily falling into place in my life. how i was confused, down, stressed and pressured yet things can be different as long as i have a changed perspective. god's been watching over my every step and he is so careful and meticulous with me that i can amost feel it! he puts me in situation that puts me in a lost but he has intricately carved out my path that just amazes me.
im not gonna think too much and just take things as it comes. distractions are hindrances in our step towards concentration. and im hoping to focus on my studies. i dont think its gonna be easy, but noone said scoring A's were as easy as performing magic ( i teach you how to have 4 A's in a magic trick okay? :) ) , but didnt everyone pull through it already?
hello everybody! get on your feet and prove the teachers wrong kk.
( hahaha i cant believe im saying this and then i have a econs test in a few hrs time! gotta go ! )
chen chen painted at 2:55 AM
im not crazy,
im just a lil unwell,
but right now you dont care.
hahahaha. i must be really stressed, or maybe insane. i just ran from home to school. just kept running and running and persevering till i reached school. its supposed to clear my mind and troubles, but im not sure if it really worked. hahaha.
oh wells.....
chen chen painted at 11:28 PM
im just becoming more confused about my feelings.
and maybe im escaping from my problem but seriously, thats the only solution i know in case i take the wrong step and end up not where i intended to.
" for your ways are higher than mine. "
and zhiwei says, no more distractions! im just gonna put on my specs and be the mugger i intended to be the day i stepped into this school. 8]
chen chen painted at 9:50 PM
there is just something very wrong with my health recently. maybe it is the erratic changes of the weather, maybe its my unhealthy lifestyle, maybe its because of my sporadical bouts of depression. ( if you can even term it that way ) sometimes i wish it was neither, but sometimes i think that i want to be sick and escape from reality just for a day. just for a day....
yesterday i had a sudden fever at 38.2 degrees, but at that time something important, or rather someone important needed me ( and im glad to be there :) ) and it just made me forget about my fever and i just got well altho i din exactly rest at all. LOL.
so today in my entry i dont wanna dwell in my sickly self. lol. definitely wanna get out of the my condition!!!!
Do we choose the convenient path or go out of the way?
Can you imagine if Jesus decided to take the easier way out and chose to die in a painless manner on the cross( which he could cos he was and is equivalent to God). No pain, like being on aesthatics. it would be a nice choice, it would be the more "comfortable" choice, it would be the "convenient" choice. but He did not.
And that proved something that sometimes going out of the way may mean that we suffer more, may mean a tougher situation and out of our comfort zone; but shouldnt we stop looking so inward? if you only think of how you will suffer and not think of how going out of your way could actually have positive impacts on others you will forever be just a self centred person. stepping out of your comfort zone is a harder choice definitely, but if Jesus can take that pain for you, why cant you take that little inconvenience for the His people?
Does taking "the path less travelled" mean that you are losing out because you arent taking the "shortcut" that everyone else is taking? Look at the big picture and think of how taking the extra mile could sometimes make people smile ( okay i just rhymed my sentence! LOL) Think about how going the harder way could actually make God smile! like :) or :B or :D .
so what if at the end of the day you took the easier way out and you can give a pat yourself on the shoulders for reaching the end first. will you be proud of actions? will you be proud that you left your team members behind the race and just whisked off without them? If God questions you on judgement day, how would we respond. Are we going to continue finding excuses like " god, if you love me, you wont want me to suffer, since im so precious in your sight" . then how about: If you love God, do you want to be so comfortable in your stagnant christian life ( OVER comfortable maybe) and lose the love for the people of God? lets just take a moment and think about our christian life. Are we getting too comfortable?
chen chen painted at 11:07 PM
congrats to michelle for winning the best solo singer! :D
you did great!!! im so proud of you!!!
if you havent known what happened to me yesterday. hahaa.
i got severe food poisoning.
so this is how is happened.
monday first period i have no lessons, so me and mich decided to eat at the.... okay i shant say what stall cos i think she din mean it either.... then anyway, after that when i went for gp, i started feeling queasy already. i remember telling ppl i wanna puke.... then me and mich went toilet and then we realise we got diarhea la! hahahaa. then we went sick bay for a while, then i went to lit... cos there was some debate thing and im the first speaker. but in the end im the chairperson...
then halfway through the debate... i suddenlyblanked out.. broke out in cold sweat.... i heard ppl talking to me, but i couldnt hear what they were saying. then before anyone knew it, i vomitted! then paused a few seconds then i puked again! hahahahahahahaa. okay not very funny. everyone seemed worried. and i cried. i have no idea why i cried, but i did! hahahaha. then mich brought me to the toilet to clean up, and i was still sniffing and my eyes all red and i was perspiring all over. i dont understand why the people who walked past me couldnt just leave me alone... cos i was feeling bad enough and they just kept staring :(
then i cleaned up and felt much better. walked back to the classroom and the same ppl kept looking again :(( but anw i really wanna thank everyone's concern! :) 3406 peeps were so nice. hahaa. im sorry i ruined everyone's mood to eat becos of my puking. im sorry! :/ then i was feeling okay already... then i was in the canteen... and they were reporting the case to the OM i think.... then the teachers called me and mich out to explain what happened.... idunno why , but as they kept asking, i felt a kind of stress cos i dont really wanna land that stall into trouble :/ then the teachers crowded around then i felt even more sick again.... so the OM mr sim sent me to the docs.....
the wait for the doc was torturous. i felt like i was about to faint la.. super giddy and my stomach hurt alot alot alot. its worse than cramps. then anw when it was my turn to see the doctor... hahhahahahahaha. then doc was kinda nice la.. then he said..
"lay at the bed. i wanna inject you. at your buttocks"
" wwhh... what!!?? buttocks!?!?!"
" just lie down and loosen your skirt"
" huh.... but im wearing shorts! " (HAHAHA)
" just lay down!! "
" err... okay.... -nervously lays down...... ISIT PAINFUL AH DOC?"
" wont la. "
in then end he inject at my back la. what buttocks?!?!!? its like at the waist??!?!? okay, im super amused. but the injection din exactly make me feel better. my brother fetched me home frm the doctors and then i just kept sleeping the whole day away.
i couldnt even face any food cos i kept wanting to vomit. eat or see any kind of food then i wanna puke... in the end the whole day i think i only ate half a bowl of plain porridge. hahaha... but im feeling better today :) i can even use the computer! yesterday i couldnt even move from the bed la. right, so this was just a series of unfortunate events part 427389474. hahaha.
and im really sad i din attend the sports day :((( i feel like i missed out on alot!!! anyway i heard that panther won... so yay!!! i was suppose to go for the march past. hahahahaha. OH WELLS!
chen chen painted at 11:26 AM
