random photos HAHA
this is my fav hongkong actor. hmmm. i cant remember the name, hahaha.
hsiao en is so cuteeee la. -pinches cheek
late night studying at amk macs.
me and zixin
DURIANS!!!
this is how spastic you get when you go cranky at night.
the more sane side of me and cactus!
random photo of limin!!! HAHAA.
this is my nephew and my brother. HAHAHAAH. they look same age. :X
DURIANS!!!
this is how spastic you get when you go cranky at night.
the more sane side of me and cactus!
random photo of limin!!! HAHAA.
this is my nephew and my brother. HAHAHAAH. they look same age. :X
yay. me and my brother. :)
lots of photos :D from church camp!
chen chen painted at 10:37 PM
some pictures from camp. :) :)
hahahaha we are pulling chantel's hair. her new long silky straight hair ;)
me and qin ning! :D
this is my JC unit! JC NEA!!!! : DD bunch of excited youths hehe.
the AJ group in the church! hhahaha. there are more people actually :)
the jc district!!!!!!
bwahahhaah. hsiao en is so super cute.
just some of the girls. HAHA! from left to right. limin ne xingyi yishi peu hsiaoen yinzzz qinning. :)
actually there are still many photos. but i will upload another time! im left with 3 days till exams! HAAHAHAHAHA ! can you sense the nervousness in my laughter HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA.
the AJ group in the church! hhahaha. there are more people actually :)
the jc district!!!!!!
bwahahhaah. hsiao en is so super cute.
just some of the girls. HAHA! from left to right. limin ne xingyi yishi peu hsiaoen yinzzz qinning. :)
actually there are still many photos. but i will upload another time! im left with 3 days till exams! HAAHAHAHAHA ! can you sense the nervousness in my laughter HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA.
chen chen painted at 1:16 PM
(pictures of camp another day sorry)
well, im finally back from camp :)
its the work of god's amazing hands that we see changed lives that are passionate and faith filled with god and towards the lost souls out there. i really feel very privileged to chiong with my caregroup and to be under the leadership of someone whom i can learn alot. this new aj caregroup is gonna allow god to use us in every aspect of our lives to impact lives :) :)
100% man, 100% God.
exams are here, everyone is unprepared. and im the lousiest student in class, but hey, with the little time i have left, i will try my best. studying is a process, you cant ask for great results immediately. but i hope to pass? HAHA. ah wells. my brother told me i better study now if not i will regret for the 6 mths of holiday i have after A's. well, he is right. lets not regret kay!!! JIAYOU EVERYBODY!
one last thing i promised god; is to always put him first and yes, i will keep that in mind. the lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want.
chen chen painted at 12:29 AM
im expecting and anticipating great growth in the group as well as myself. this will be a time of renewal, refreshment and vision. i can feel god's hand moving in this group and i treasure the moments of serving with these bunch of passionate and humorous youths. if people ask me why, i will say He is the reason why i serve. :) :)
i just had a talk with a dear friend and we come to realise that sometimes the people whom we trust the most with our secrets , may not be the ones that trust us back. and as relationships are full of distrust, it just makes the friendship fragile and weak.
sometimes knowing that i treat you as a very good friend but it isnt reciprocated is just disappointing to the point it may even hurt. but then again, knowing i gave my best to this friendship is enough for me.
you are entitled to your choice. but i guess i will still love you as a friend because you are my choice. :)
chen chen painted at 12:36 AM
i miss how we talk about everything.
i miss how we dream together.
what i miss is how after a fight,
i still have the urge to love you once more.
who took away my heart? who forgot about the promise?
however, i still have the impulse to love you.
its a song that is replaying and replaying in my ears, its replaying in my head and stuck in my heart.
chen chen painted at 2:29 PM
:)
anyways i was just wondering how come people can be so nice to a friend when facing him/her, then as soon as their backs are turned, they judge the person and critiscise him/her and disapprove him/her. arent you the person's friend? you could either bear with the inherent differences, or tell the person the area you disapprove him/herher for , rather than talk behind their backs? its so sad when in a friendship there is no trust and you are not able to accept the party's differences. no man is infallible, we have our weak points, blindspots and flaws; i think we will all appreciate if everyone was more frank. makes things simpler. and insecurity will dissipate. :/
and im not saying anyone in particular alright its just a thought . :)
i think holiday is the time to grow more in the knowledge of the WOG! :) thank God for placing people in my life that helps me in my growth, advises me in areas im lost. haha. thanks wynnie :) and debbie too hahahaha.
i just realised how narrow my thinking was. i used to think, everything is just about opportunity cost. sometimes you gotta consider beyond what appears to be. consider the externalities, the stress that avalanches and builds up and consider the impact on the people around you too.
God can use me beyond what i am now - i know. i just gotta see how he is challenging me in my life. its not so simple sometimes. i think God wants to mould me to be someone stronger, more mature, and definitely a woman who is after God's heart. im learning to enlarge my heart capacity to fill more of God into my life. i know im not a perfect person ( i have alot of flaws, LOL. alot alot ) but i want to lead a more blameless life and walk right with God. come on zhiwei! allllll theee wayyyyy! i need more true friends that will tell me my flaws and help me grow and not talk behind the back! ni men zai na-er. HHAAHAHHAHA. okay la, actually i have la :):):) i silently thank god for these dear people who i love. some are from church, some from sch or ex schs. :))) i wanna be more zai okay! ( eve........ no reference to you-know-who. HAHAHA)
chen chen painted at 12:30 AM
