the pictures will show how my 8 august 2006 went! lots of fun face/hand painting :) and i love the pictures. hehe.

and this 34/06! :D omg, everyone is so adorable. hurhur.

oh, and eve, steph, and AIYI! came today! hhahaha. i think we just keep eating. but we did alot of PW work too. :D eve has got a nice haircut. and i think everyone loves HK dramas. lol.

heart of wanting to serve.

moral of the story learnt from mat: take a rest lor.

i guess i need some time off to be with my maker :) in my incompetence ( which is very very often), i will feel very perplexed and downcast. why am i always not good enough? why am i not impactful? why am i not spirit led?

questions that bombard me often leaves me feeling weak, leaves me feeling that im never adequate enough. that i can never reach the kind of standard. benchmark, we are the ones setting that high peak that is almost impossible to reach.

lets redefine our values. check our hearts. do we only do what we like, when we like it? does it mean that we serve only when its within our comfort zone? what if one day i get too busy with school, studies, family i choose not to do certain things , thinking my leaders do not know. but ultimately, we are hurting god. the one we let down is our father in heaven who lovingly and graciously forgive us time and again.

you may not recognise the mistake, i may not understand my flaws, but god knows. :)

chen chen painted at 11:54 PM