Thursday, August 24, 2006
people affect me.
people affect people who affect other people
who also in turn affect even more people.
do you get the idea?
and i understand the hurt and heartbreaking moments they experience.
cause and effect,
cause and then the effect affects.
because of the cause,
its effect thus affects.
talking in rounds and circles and squares and rectangle, and it comes back to the starting point. we just all need to let it out. its known as thought vomit. if we dont free the thoughts, we are chaining ourselves to our emotions that will bring us down like an anchor. it makes us fall fast and quick, but we end up falling with a huge thud. the fall hurts. because we fell too far in. it hits the core of the heart and sinks deeper and deeper into it. thats why we feel the hurt that we dont know where it comes from. we sink deeper into our negativity, the wound becomes open, and its more susceptible to further hurts. we become more vulnerable because we allow ourselves too. how foolish of us. heard the expression- we are fools to ourselves?
chen chen painted at 10:59 PM
