Wednesday, October 18, 2006
at this point, right here, right now,
everything's in a blur.
it feels so surreal
but at the same time harsh and there is a throbbing pain in my heart.
im always smiling,
i try my best to joke,
i do silly things,
but i dont know how i really feel anymore.
and i guess i dont want to really get in touch with my inner self.
its just too much.
everything's just too fake.
i dont wanna think
dont wanna feel
dont wanna comprehend.
just let me move on .
chen chen painted at 10:07 PM