Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i can be present
but at the same time, feel detached.
i can be absent
but yearning to be there to soak in the moment.
seeing but not perceiving
hearing but not understanding
present but not felt
absent but dearly missed
tired but high
worried but calm
spoilt but still greedy
starving but filled
depressed but smiling
loving but avoiding
really,
so whats real and whats not,
whats sterotyped and whats the truth,
whats the future and whats our decision
whats this when there is that to consider.
when you are tired, unwell, depressed, sore and feeling unloved;
things are just cascading down the well of feelings waiting to be shared, waiting for a release.
chen chen painted at 9:44 PM