Friday, November 17, 2006
today i realllllly feeel the stress banging hard on me, slapping me on the face with a tight slap.
i cant seem to do anything right, things seem to be turning out worse and it accumulates to alot of things i have to personally look into. i need to give my attention to so many things, i need to be at so many places at the same time, i need to smile. its getting harder and harder to be positive. i really am trying to.
everyone is expecting me to be the best in everything.
i have to be beyond what i am now.
they want to see results. (whoever looked at the process?!?!?!?)
so many things piling at one go.
tell me how i can do it. tell me how to produce what everyone expects me to achieve. tell me how i can handle my emotions.
can i split myself, please please please.
i cant turn back time, but can i slow time down?
and these are the times when i sincerely feel that noone understands.
i know someone does, but will you carry me through this tough times?
chen chen painted at 5:19 PM