Monday, December 04, 2006
if you ask me, i will say, sometimes many things you do or say, do hurt me in one way or another but you just dont seem to know.
just the words, or the lack of it, causes such ripples in my heart.
i do wish that someone can whisk me off to a whimsical land where i dont have to take heart into such disappointments.
i dont understand you know, why it always seem to be me playing the bad guy trying to do my best here but it just doesnt get to you. it just doesnt. and its starting to get into me.
you never understood my intentions and i wonder when you will ever.
its okay you dont understand but please try to be more understanding. im not having an easy time either.
im just dissapointed that im unable to impact you in the measure i wanted to. im just tireeeeed. and i guess its during this ill moment, i just need a warm little hug. maybe a spiritual loving touch too?
im praying for a breakthrough.
chen chen painted at 1:39 PM