Thursday, December 07, 2006
on my bus ride home, i felt a sense of uplifting in spirit. haha, as i reflected upon my life, im just glad that god has really provided a way out in everything. really everything. if i had the time, i will really list them out one by one in the near future. and the apprehension that i really love this father of mine, because i think back and recognise the fact that he has blessed me alot in my studies, my family and many other aspect in my life. he's been a great god and i pray that i will continue to love him this way :)
sometimes it may be hard to not be so bogged down by the nitty gritty details or the discouragements we face daily, nonetheless, i wanna have an open mind and heart. i must get out of solving the same issues in the ppl's life with the same spiritual maturity but grow myself and grow up in thinking and leading. since we are at our most mouldable age, the period we adapt most quickly, i guess its time for growth and stoutheartedness. i wanna be more steady in handling issues. unwavering and not easily shaken by the environment. i need to be STRONG! :D
i want to impact lives not just through what people SEE, but i wanna build deeper relationship with the people around me so that its not just a superficial impact but a substantial one because they see a transformation and a character growth in me.
although i may not seem serious half the time, always joking and doing spastic actions, and i still fall into normal human's temptation and sins, i will try to be more mature. HAHA. but the same spastic me will be there. and so will my funny jokes. LOL. my jokes are funny okayyy.
chen chen painted at 11:56 PM
