Sunday, January 07, 2007
i thank god for his providence in every challenges i meet. this time, he provided me a chance to promote. :) i really feel very blessed.
there are just so many private things that just blow me away sometimes. but im just telling myself not to be led by emotions. i want to move on from it. i dont want to pretend that i have moved on anymore, because i know my feelings, and this is too much to take.
it just dawned on me, im no longer in your heart anymore. so im walking away from this. you lead your life and i will too. im not even angry or sad; probably just disappointed. but its okay, although my heart is throbbing in pain. it will be over soon, it will, it can, it must.
chen chen painted at 2:02 AM