Wednesday, June 06, 2007
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anyways i was just wondering how come people can be so nice to a friend when facing him/her, then as soon as their backs are turned, they judge the person and critiscise him/her and disapprove him/her. arent you the person's friend? you could either bear with the inherent differences, or tell the person the area you disapprove him/herher for , rather than talk behind their backs? its so sad when in a friendship there is no trust and you are not able to accept the party's differences. no man is infallible, we have our weak points, blindspots and flaws; i think we will all appreciate if everyone was more frank. makes things simpler. and insecurity will dissipate. :/
and im not saying anyone in particular alright its just a thought . :)
i think holiday is the time to grow more in the knowledge of the WOG! :) thank God for placing people in my life that helps me in my growth, advises me in areas im lost. haha. thanks wynnie :) and debbie too hahahaha.
i just realised how narrow my thinking was. i used to think, everything is just about opportunity cost. sometimes you gotta consider beyond what appears to be. consider the externalities, the stress that avalanches and builds up and consider the impact on the people around you too.
God can use me beyond what i am now - i know. i just gotta see how he is challenging me in my life. its not so simple sometimes. i think God wants to mould me to be someone stronger, more mature, and definitely a woman who is after God's heart. im learning to enlarge my heart capacity to fill more of God into my life. i know im not a perfect person ( i have alot of flaws, LOL. alot alot ) but i want to lead a more blameless life and walk right with God. come on zhiwei! allllll theee wayyyyy! i need more true friends that will tell me my flaws and help me grow and not talk behind the back! ni men zai na-er. HHAAHAHHAHA. okay la, actually i have la :):):) i silently thank god for these dear people who i love. some are from church, some from sch or ex schs. :))) i wanna be more zai okay! ( eve........ no reference to you-know-who. HAHAHA)
chen chen painted at 12:30 AM
