Sunday, October 14, 2007
past week or so have been one of the hardest weeks i've passed through. caught in the middle of the frenzy of emotions and unable to keep it inside me i broke down a few times already. not many people know but inside me emotions have been churning, and it is creeping up to me every now and then. some will say im being oversensitive, or in nicer words, sentimental. i think im overly sentimental. or maybe im just having some trouble handling my emotions more maturely. either way, i just feel choked with emotions. andria gave me great advices this whole period and i sincerely thank god for a bestfriend like her.
and thinking through, maybe im just afraid or unable to face the fact that people do come and go in our lives. cos i take every relationship very seriously and treasure it , i cant bear to let any one go. or maybe ppl HAVE come and gone in my life, people close to my heart and i dont want that hurt to resurface again. and people think im so silly to think about such things at this point of time. ya, i think im going crazy too..... must be the exams....
pictures soon...
chen chen painted at 1:38 AM