hello everyone!!! havent been updating eh; okay, A level results came out and yeaps i din do well; but im over it so should everyone else okay! for those who did well congrats!! :) but for those who din; persevere cos you never know when the rainbow after the storm will appear. :)
so in case you din know; ive been working at my mom's company. its kinda boring cos my mom's always too busy for me but its so far alright... just that my every action and who i go out with and where i go to is being monitored by my mom. it means less freedom and alot more naggings... and minimal job satisfaction..... the pay is not too bad , but i dont like the idea of getting pay from your own parents... haha... its like allowance? blehhhh, i want financial freedom; therefore im gonna embark on searching for my new job!!! haha.. er.. wellllllllll, some time soooooooon.
update on ministry! we just sent away our j3s... jaclyn jolene angela yihan weekeong nathan jason.... im gonna miss them!!! and somethings hsiaoen told me was really true... when i mass send cg msg and i scroll down the contact list i will instinctively look for my j3 ppl's name... and i will suddenly dawn on me that they are no longer around... and it makes me miss them even more :( yup... esp the coreteam... miss having their presence, laughters, jokes, support... they've been a big part of the ajcg, and now that they are officially going over to tertiary group or NS group, i'll wish you all the best! really the best time of your life, and grow your ministry well k! let ajcg be a great foundation for you as you move on to greater heights! love <3
hahaha and we just celebrated gavin's bday last sat... so here are some pictures :)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GAVIN!
bday boy
part of cg
btw these are weekeong's boobs.
and finally, our artwork!!! awesome right!! hahaha!
sidenote:
i find it harder and harder to communicate with you. and only after so long then i realise why im feeling this way. perhaps its the way that it is now cos of various circumstances that we cant change. but why do i feel that i can no longer share like i did in the past? its taking a toil on this relationship;even though i tried to make effort, the response is ugh.... and now im just tired of trying... afraid that it may make a down turn instead of becoming better and closer. maybe that is the real reason why im feeling this disappointment now. there is still immeasurable respect and appreciation on my side; but no longer, no more longer can i bear those reactions and response, and im gonna make the decision to move on from the efforts that were spurned and irreciprocated. these words seems harsh, but at least it helps me to look forward to other relationship investments, and hopefully they will be more consistent in my life.... you've been a significant part of my life; and im still clinging on to that fact. however, since time has moved on, so shall i move on from the past. heres wishing you all the best.
chen chen painted at 12:46 AM
