did this catch me unaware? did i anticipate this? did i see this coming? if i said no, it means that i would have contradicted in my answers for these questions. perhaps im aware of the situation but i din anticipate it and i definitely am upset and disappointed.
you said you would try,
when you felt dry.
to understand you, i tried to pry
but after realising this, i couldnt help but cry
was it my incompetence
or was it my ignorance
disappointment, hurt -now incandescence
things i wanna say in jumbled sentence
by god's given grace
i know he'll wipe away the tears on our face
now i want to help and offer solace
so i pray that nothing has taken over my place
care, concern and love
in me, god has wove.
i just want to be there to support you. and not bid you adieu. i pray hard and ask god for his hand and providence in your life and that things can be worked out. really really.
i cant say that im a know-it-all and neither do i know whats my next step to take. i only hope that i can do something. anything............
there is no kiss goodbye to this.
long ago update.
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chen chen painted at 2:15 AM
